Monday, November 9, 2009

Finally got to talk with me girlfriend

Have been missing my girlfriend so a long time she just called was really happy to talk to her we have been with each other for about 3 months now and im thinking of spending my life with her well i got to get back to my movie live freaky die freaky byebye cya guys later.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

On A Friday

Did he want you?Did you want to?Did you question what it meant to you With a beat betweeen your breaths?

So let's cut clean to the sex scene.Drop the white lines cuz no one is clean And this beat won't wait for you.Safe to say that you won't recall so, Let's just pretend nothing happened at all.

Oh my love where's the danger?All my life I'm dancing with strangers.

Did he want you?Did you want to?Did you question what they'd think of you With a beat between your breaths?

So let's cut fast to the car crash Where the future went down with the past Cuz this beat won't wait for you.Safe to say that I can't recall, So let's just admit nothing matters at all.

Oh my love where's the danger?All my life I'm dancing with strangers.
Oh my love where's the danger?All my life I'm dancing with strangers.

All of my life...
All of my life...

All I've seen...
All I've seen...
All I've seen...
All I've seen...
All I've seen...

All of my life.

Love Letter

What could you see?What could you find?If we meet please avert your eyes.What I'd never show, what you'll never findIs explosive so hide your eyes.

What should mean nothing to youHas left a poison running straight from your lipsAnd into (lead to) the poison I'm becoming.Walk right through me, I'm not really there.

What could you see?What could you find?If we meet please avert your eyes.What I'd never show, what you'll never findIs explosive so hide your eyes.

Once it meant something to me.I find it rather stunning.I draped it cold and clarity.

It's true, I find the look becoming.Walk right through me, I'm not really there.
What could you see?What could you find?If we meet please avert your eyes.What I'd never show, what you'll never findIs explosive so hide your eyes.

It's a day gone away.Turn away from the day, it's explosive.
It's a day gone away.Turn away from the day, it's explosive.

What could you see?What could you find?If we meet please avert your eyes.What I'd never show, what you'll never findIs explosive so hide your eyes.

What could you see?What could you find?If we meet please avert your eyes.What I'd never show, what you'll never findIs explosive so hide your eyes.

Medicate

Oh! Could I,
could I just find a way?
I'd find you everyday
And we could alter time

But, I've come to find
Everyone's gone away
So this may be the time
For the perfect crime
Yes, this is perfect

This is our medicine
This is our time to
Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
That you don't even know my name, Medicate

Come day, you'll say you can not stay
Once more I'll feel the same
It happens every time
So I've come to find
Everyone goes away
I'm destined to remain
You were never mine
So you were perfect

This is our medicine
This is our time to
Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
That you don't even know my name,
Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
That you don't even know my name, Medicate

Can you describe what it's like?
I feel nothing
Can you feel this?
Does it sting?
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
Can you tell me how it feels?
I feel nothing at all
Can we pretend this is real?
I feel nothing

Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
That you don't even know my name,
Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
That you don't even know my name

Medicate, here with me
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
That you don't even know my name, oh

You don't even know my name,
You don't even know my name, oh
Medicate

I Am Trying Vary Hard To Be Here

Before you came what was your name?
Did you look like me?
No one's from here,
no one my dear, not even the trees.
So change your name,
just keep your face.
We're temporary anyway.

Before you came we played
this game in our masquerade.

So lose your past.
I'm sure you'll find
it's in the way all the time.
Before you're through you're
someone who looks a lot like you.

What was your past?
When was the last time
that you recall someone you knew
was someone who asked nothing of you?

So lose your past.
I'm sure you'll find
it's in the way all the time.
Before you're through you're
someone who looks a lot like you.

Flash, Flash, Car Crash.
We're no fixtures.
Quick, now, quick. Take our picture!

We can't remember the seasons
We chant in the manmade snow.
We can't recall the feelings
that we cannot show.

Flash, Flash, Car Crash.
We're no fixtures.
Quick, now, quick. Take our picture!

Too Shy To Scream

I come quietly. Silent entities
can lack a certain weight when unseen.
Do they speak of me?
My voice left with the breeze that
whispered "You should flee or you shall be seen?"

I'd die, if you only met my eyes
Before you pass by
will you pause to break my heart?

I am everywhere, everywhere but here
For here is where you grace the nameless
Were I not so weak, could I even speak
I'd warn that you should leave before
you're seen with me.

I'd die, if you only met my eyes
Before you pass by
will you pause to break my heart?

I am everywhere, everywhere but here
I am everywhere, everywhere but here

I'd die, if you only met my eyes
Before you pass by
will you pause to break my heart?

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Dont let them say you aint beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so f**kin' depressedI just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick that mic back upI don't know how I pry awayAnd I ended up in this position I'm inI starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and tried to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admitOr come to grips, with the fact thatI may be done with rapI need a new outletI know some shits so hard to swallowAnd I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrowBut I know one factI'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to followOne tough act to followOne tough act to followHere today, gone tomorrowBut you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to seeWhat it's like, to be meI'll be you, let's trade shoesJust to see what I'd be like toFeel your pain, you feel mineGo inside each other's mindJust to see what we findLook at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woahThey can all get f**ked. Just stay true to you sODon't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woahThey can all get f**ked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humorEverything is so tense and gloomI almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the roomJust as soon as I walk inIt's like all eyes on meSo I try to avoid any eye contactCause if I do that then it opens a door to conversationLike I want that... I'm not looking for extra attentionI just want to be just like youBlend in with the rest of the roomMaybe just point me to the closest restroomI don't need fucking man servant Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my assLaugh at every single joke I crackAnd half of them ain't even funny likeAhh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damnUnfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clownSo why don't you all sit downListen to the tale I'm about to tellHell, we don't have to trade our shoesAnd you don't have to walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to seeWhat it's like, to be meAll be you, let's trade shoesJust to see what I'd be like toFeel your pain, you feel mineGo inside each other's mindJust to see what we findLook at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woahThey can all get f**ked. Just stay true to you soDon't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woahThey can all get f**ked. Just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal usWith these bullshit hands they've deltWe have to take these cards ourselvesAnd flip them, don't expect no helpNow I could have either just Sat on my ass and pissed and moanedBut take this situation in which I'm placed inAnd get up and get my ownI was never the type of kidTo wait but I know to unpack his bagsNever sat on the porch and hoped and prayedFor a dad to show up who never didI just wanted to fit inEvery single placeEvery school I wentI dreamed of being that cool kidEven if it meant acting stupidAunt Edna always told meKeep making that face till it gets stuck like thatMeanwhile I'm just standing thereHolding my tongue up trying to talk like thisTill I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years oldI learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no moreBut I already told you my whole life storyNot just based on my descriptionCause where you see it from where you're sittingIs probably 110% differentI guess we would have to walk a mileIn each other's shoes, at leastWhat size you where?I wear tensLet's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to seeWhat it's like, to be meAll be you, let's trade shoesJust to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mineGo inside each other's mindJust to see what we findLook at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woahThey can all get fucked. Just stay true to you soDon't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah

They can all get f**ked. Just stay true to youLately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone... Are you calling me, are you trying to get through woahAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you so

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be home soonAnd to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoesThat fit you, so put em on and wear emAnd be yourself man, be proud of who you areEven if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful